kenny california dreaming /w guardin

Текст песни "kenny — california dreaming /w guardin"

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I wish that I could just see everything clearly,
but I've been drowning in the dark, yea,
push away when you try to get near me, it seems that all I cost is dark
and I can't understand no matter how hard I try
I can't become a better man, and losing you was never in the plan,
I guess I'll have to look inside to find the strength to stand.
Cause now I'm back up on my lonely back to acting coldly scared
to face the fact and turn my back and watch my homies staying in
the past so much I missed out on the moments that was right in front of me
but I ain't even notice, I can't keep my focus I stay steady zonin though I'm stayin
sober I feel scared of all these omens try to open up but if you like my words been
stallin only time I can is when I'm writin on these floors and I just can't control it,
feel like time is frozen, ridin on the beatin and I feel like I'm finally home yea I just
want some peace of mind and I've been steady hopin california dreamin about the
destiny I've chosen, woah-oh-oh, and I think I might have waited too long, I don't know
if I'll survive if I don't move on, I don't care about whos right unless they're who's wrong,
all I know if I haven't been okay in too long.

All I know is I haven't been okay in too long
I've been wide awake all alone in my bed
think about the times we had together
wishin I was dead, my problems not much
deeper embedded in my head tryin to hold it
all together that's why there's such a dread.

Doin 95 on the freeway, tryin to feel alive bumpin
T-Pain, then my song came on and I lost it, you can see
it in my eyes I'm exhausted, numbin the pain with these drugs,
just gettin bit up by these bugs, ey, my minds a dangerous flood
I feel it in all of my gut, I just want to be okay, wake up to start like
it's a new day got 142 days to change but at this rate it's got me feelin
strange, baby it's the bullet in my potion, puff of marijuana get rid of all these
emotions, cloudy days are grim I foretell fuckin knowin I be stackin on my floor
hopin that I don't blow, that I do not blow it, baby I've been trying so damn hard
I hope you know it 2017 I'm still the same kid that you know and wherever you
go I'm gonna go I hope you know that.

I'll be more than, all this time we used, shoulda known I'm a poet, writin all the way
until these scars will only change, baby I'll wake up tomorrow and feelin rearranged

Then I think I mighta lingered too long, I don't know if I'll survive if I don't move on,
I don't care about whos right unless they're who's wrong, all I know if I haven't been okay in too long. x2