Closed Room Surrender

Текст песни "Closed Room — Surrender"

As I’m listening to your tape
The images pass before my eyes:
The words were learned yet not explained
And trust thrice has been betrayed.
You have created a place
Where thoughts and doings got entwined…

And that December
I was
Half out of my mind.

It comes again now,
Awaken with your notes,
The same feelings,
Gloomy, dark and old.
A little child was
Loved but heartily sole,
By years it's clear
Life was a stroll

Heart had a chasm, heart had a bridge,
Heart held forgiveness and I’ve lost the last grain of it.

It seems that lights shine dimer,
Get bleak and wince.
And here is what my life is:
A bird shot on the wing.
In the visions of a dark night,
At dawn of youth the sorrow lies.

And this December
I prayed
To remain insane.

I know here is a blessed place
Where I could cry and pray!
As it goes from faraway,
Let it always rain…